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20 May 2010 @ 10:51 pm
Because Al Capone was taken down on tax evasion, that's why!  
Just because someone does one thing doesn't mean that's why he'll leave.

That said, I hereby break all online obligations I hold. (for the time being...)

Last night, I went out with friends to a pool hall/bar, played pool, got a $3 hamburger and fries, and had a generally good time. I didn't think once about the things that I "had" to do. Earlier, I had an emotional breakdown, feeling that I'd messed up on generally everything lately. My parents couldn't understand why I was crying because I made a typo on my email address for regulus_fest a month ago and hadn't realized it, thus not understanding why I hadn't gotten the email I was supposed to receive.

It really was just a stupid mistake that anyone could make, but it was just the last straw. Every drawing I've been doing lately I've had to restart four or five times for various reasons. This is a huge waste of money, because the paper itself is fairly expensive after a while, let alone that a marker costs around $4.50. I haven't been able to come up with what to write or how to continue a story, and been feeling bad because of it--I know people are waiting. It just built up until I couldn't take it anymore.

This is all part of a larger situation. The fact is, I have not had a vacation in ages--and no, I'm not just talking about school, I was done nearly a month ago. I'm talking about any sort of thing I feel that I have to do to make other people happy. So that's what I'm doing; I am going on vacation.

I'll still be around. I'll be talking to people, reading fanfiction, if I do anything worthwhile I'll post it. But in general, don't expect anything out of me. Because it ain't happening.

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See you later, instigator: Luna Seaoudeteron on May 21st, 2010 03:17 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I understand what you mean about the vacation. Hope it helps you feel better.